About Me
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
New Idea
Friday, January 1, 2010
Church Rhyme
CHURCH RHYME...
This song is called love
and now I'm here singin this song
singin this long
Note
along with every man I can quote
writin bout love
and they gloat
all tryin to showboat
yet even Shakespeare wrote
lovely ballads
capturing hearts of the lonely, abandoned
poetically calling to all the ladies and roundin
up hearts to the theater around him
yes, its a hot topic
sweat drippin and droppin
no stoppin
when the feelin is here
ain't no way it is stoppin
ain't no way we can lock it away
out of the fray
of lonely hearts lookin for prey
yet Lord I pray
keep all this lustin at bay
let us find our way
back to your heart
back to the part
where we met at the start
let me find among rows
of belligerent prose
a sweet red rose
takes after the Son who arose
and shows
love's only a matter to those
who love in the light
of even the darkest times
when the heart aint alive
only beating in time
with One other.
No title for this one yet
RANDOM
You always fall in love with creativity
but, creative people tire of their work so easily
Sure, it is their masterpiece, their treasure, their art
yes they have put in a large part of their heart
but we strive for beauty, and if you see a wonder to often
the brilliance, the majesty, the art and beauty all seem to soften
yet that is the wonderful thing about you
you always come up with something fantastic, fresh, new
and even on those days where it all seems to be falling apart
we only remember the wonderful parts, those beautiful works of art
sure, all creatives are different and carry their own style
our shapes, colors, and patterns will clash once in a while
but in the end I hope you find another wonderful design
and maybe we can change the name, call it "your style and mine"
or maybe that is still and old and outdated line
how about we call this something like "what happened that time"
you're right, that was a nonsensical rhyme
I know it is said, and written, and misunderstood
but I want you to know I did the best that I could
through beauty or wonder, even sickness or pain
forever and ever by your side I will remain
your my best friend, and I'll love you to the end.
Transparent Hearts
TRANSPARENT HEARTS
I turn once around to see what I'm missing
turn twice around to see that there's nothing missing
yet every turn makes me want to stop and listen
because I'm sure that I am missing, seeing your heart with mine
I grew up thinking about true love
thinking every heart that was alone there must be two of
and if you looked hard enough at all the other ones
you would find where your heart belongs
then maybe you could relate to all those sappy love songs
and as I grew up, reality grew up with me
love had lost it's fairytale innocence and mystery
you can read people like a book
paragraph by paragraph until they have you hooked
yet I learned the heart is a fickle thing
filled with secrets and long sufferings
and yet i still hope to someday find your innocent heart with mine
I leaned to live, I learned to lose
yet every day it's love I chose
because every time I see you I lose
It's like looking through a magnifying glass
It's like seeing clearly only nothing lasts
I look at nothing and yet I see
Beautiful eyes looking back at me
and though my presence may be empty and cold
I still hope your hands I can hold
Because through your transparent heart I see
Only wonder and beauty surrounding me
They say a picture is worth many words
yet the picture of life that I have seen through you
would take all the words I know, true and untrue
So I will offer you this glimpse of my heart
maybe this time you won't see right through
maybe this time you will stop and find
there is always room for you, in this transparent heart of mine
Mission trip-up
SOLI, DEO, GLORIA
Woke up the first morning wondering why
there was sweat on my brow and tears in my eye
I was caught in the middle of my own little lie
praying glory hallelujah to the Lord on high
Got up, Got dressed, drew my Bible to my chest
got ready to immerse myself in this mess
that was going on, something now was going wrong
from where I was to where I talked, that would be a long song
Now the mission's started going on
children walking up, not knowing what is going on
We would talk, pray, sing, and then we started moving on
all like it was just another day in our own song
That's right, we're singing out a little song
and all the notes sound dang wrong
we act like its all perfect, ain't nothing to be saved from
yet everything we preach say, "get your life straight son"
Have we found the Son, or are we set for one
place where there is no sun, no joy, no fun
ain't like all these priceless moments tellin' em bout our Son
or our one, only our son, ticket out of a hard one
Life that is, the time that we were blessed with
yet every time I talk to you I'm hiding what I messed with
I'm desperate, seeking your attention, I'm a despot
Not sharing any love that I've been blessed with
So hear me now, all you people speakin' out
are you living what your preaching, out around your town
out of our town, are you hearing people asking what's going down
or is everything your doin' only blank sound.
I'm not writing this to scare you
I'm not tryin' to warp the real you
I'm just speakin' from the heart dude
and frankly, I'm a little lost, Aren't you?
Sunday, August 2, 2009
simplicity
(A voice full of energy and vibrating with an unknown power resounds through the dark, empty halls of the body)
simple, what you see before you is what remains, those chains hold down the corpse of who we use to be. Now its just you speaking to some tattered remains whilst I prepare for my King.
**for some reason i still feel like im in that first stage. i just hope that soon ill be able to proclaim the second part wholeheartedly. I know that is probably not where i should be but God has a plan through everything, im just deaf from the bombardments of sin and cant hear the orders i guess. Well God bless all of you!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Memories of how it use to be!
so without further ado:
Dear reader,
Nature is a beautiful thing. Nothing can truly separate us from that fact. Tales have been told of its beauty, songs sung of its majesty, and psalms written of its tenderness. When we are one with nature we are but one with ourselves. We define what little is left of the marvelous little that occupies the grandeur of the heart. But how can something with so many dangers be so beautiful? The way I see it, nature all in the balance, we hold the key to the sparrows song and the mountains mists and the splendor of the fall.
I was out in the forest one day. What a marvelous sight to behold! The trees surrendered to the might of the wind; their leaves flowed freely as if golden extensions of the rising sun’s rays. The chill of the morning air settled onto my bare skin numbing the extensions of my essence to a point of almost no return. The sight was miraculous. I could see the ripples of the water as geese glided gracefully down with majestic quacks to alert of their presence. The withered gold that fell from dyeing or dead branches to the firm ground beneath. I could hear the gentle shift of gravel as a squirrel scurried across trying to find a perfect place to bury its nutty treasures. Life was beginning to awaken.
Can you imagine the fanfare at a royal celebration, or a holiday festival? The trumpets blazing their song, the music constantly changing rhythms and beats, the gaiety of the many famous persons carried across the dark black asphalt. I too saw these sights, yet in a very different form. The wind began its frolic through the branches and hollows of nearby trees. The echo would reverberate through my very bones, causing them to rattle with gleeful chills. I heard the territorial chirps of jays and larks as they called out their greeting to the morning sun. I heard the soft rustle of leaves as energetic squirrels chased each other with such energy and passion as would rival the most rambunctious youth. I saw the gleaming notes of the sun echo off the surface of the lake, bringing about the calm of a chime in the minds cavernous imagination. I heard the joining of the rhythmic pattern of small waves hitting the rocky shore of the lake. This was beauty. This was celebration.
Can this calm be contested by the dangers out there? I believe not. Too much music can cause ruckus, can it not. The bird does eat the frolicking squirrel and the many predators of the wild do each commit their own atrocities. Yet it is these pauses, these rests, these interruptions to all the noise, which brings about certain calm that is yet to be surpassed. Time always ends; life is but the cannon echoing the verses of nature. I therefore beseech you to take not what little time you have left in certain ungratefulness. No matter how far you are from nature, or how stressed you are by your surroundings, take time to enjoy the settings that nature has provided. Can you still hear its melodious sonnet?
Sincerely,
Corneliu Radu Rodila