Last one, i didnt give this a title

Living only
deprived and unholy
just confessin only
to know im sufferin wholly
the wrath of my injustice
bearing burdens out for nothin
and im wonderin
who do i always fight for life
to stay still n lifeless
why am i like this
i fight this with bruised fists
hoping that i wont miss
somehow ill survive this
im targeted by classless
society under which i
raise my stats before its my time
i raise cash but aint got no dime
i live on water, givin no quarter
my crystal lies are kryptonite
sapping every will to fight
but i drank the water and took a bite
of eternity promised, thats right
im burnin thru this
faith like Moses facin burning bushes
cant stand this, i think im losing
but whats this?
like Samson i get through this
with faith for just a moment
i breath in the last cold mist
and check this
with God my faith aint never missed
i checked this
and now im restless
im living in eternal bliss
im in the fight again
and im still hit
im still his
im standing straight through this
hate and wrath and check this
im no longer standing faithless
no clay fists
not molding to the faces
im breakin
heads of times that take this
life of mine and painless
torment does reminisce
with tempting memories
reminding me of evergreens
always remaking things
and their stinging pins
sting my heart with no means
this dont mean
that its over though
it aint over till the fat lady sings
it aint a hill of beans
but it carries all my sins
that cross and those pins
cant hold my savior in
ive been
freed to be wholly
committed to the holy one in whom
my faith now rests
you heard this.

Well that is the last of the ones that i am going to publish. I hope you all enjoyed them. God bless.

Rap: Love Letter (God to man)

Dear man, let me begin
by listing some o' the things that've been
buggin me, its hard you see
to be everything you want me to be
a father in your deepest sin
I love you again, even when
you run from me, your stunbling
to catch your breath, your
eternally, part of me
apart from me you'll never see
the wonders i have happening
around you while your wandering
im wondering, will you come back to me
or will i be, eternally
without a part of everything
that makes me, well, me
you see, i understand
that burden makes it hard to stand
yet join the band,
I'm fully God and fully man
I've walked in, on many of your blunderin's
and im convinced, even if my heart breaks
i'll still ache, to have you safe at home plate
not overbaked
no longer will you take the bait
of temptation, come and join the nation
free from exasperation,
the lax interpretations of
be who you are, or be all that you can be
just turn to me, i hope you see
i love you eternally
just turn to me.

Free Flowing Poem

Hey, its been a while since I have last posted. A lot of things have been on my mind (sort of the reason I'm up so late right now, I cant seem to fall asleep). Anyways, I thought I would share a sequence of poems/ freestyle raps that I have come up with in the past few days. Its the only way I seem to be able to clear my mind, so here we go:

NO TITLE, POEM/ RAP MIX

Lets pop some verses
no gangsta rap, no curses
just worshipin in service
the worst is
silence when your conversin
you pour in
everything like hurt and sin
your cursin
all the times that could have been
the best thing thats happening
its crumbling
right before your eyes
and you let out cries
of hurt and desperation
tempting liberation
but be patient
it ain't over yet
you cant give or get
the things to make the best of it
dont start to quit
just because your getting hit
by the things you cant make sense of yet
just dont forget
God has placed a bet
all chips are in
and your calling him out
with every time you doubt
he has the better hand
you better hand
the reigns to him
stop mumbling
no more grumbling
he has given us joy to bring
voice to the others so that they can sing
the melodies of the King
even angels wings
can't stop your pain and suffering
just lean on him
just sing that hymn
that verse, note, or ensemble
forget the words just stay ON note
you'll know the love that God wrote
no more bad note
no heartbreak or heartache
just and earthquake
no time to wait
a second more may be too late
don't tempt fate
you see, this love will not evaporate
its here to stay
no guessing on the time of day
you dont have to pay
you cant turn away, you see
you can be looking at pornography
its just photography
of the pain that use to be part of me
im sorry
the history is all you see
forget about the selfless deeds
they were selfish needs
to be accepted by the best of these
im not at ease
i can't appease
both God and then the rest of these
forgive me please
or are the just some empty plea's
just me forging these
chains of my regret
i think im set
for cashing in my check
and miss on the Pearly Gate
will be my welcome plate
but wait
i know this aint my fate
i may be late
but love has not yet left the gate
you can look at history
and judge just who i use to be
but here i stand... free
and free i am eternally
i still dont know what i wanna be
but for now, im gonna be me.

so ya, that was the most recent one, tomorrow ill most likely be posting the other two. Much love to all of you. God bless