Free Flowing Poem

Hey, its been a while since I have last posted. A lot of things have been on my mind (sort of the reason I'm up so late right now, I cant seem to fall asleep). Anyways, I thought I would share a sequence of poems/ freestyle raps that I have come up with in the past few days. Its the only way I seem to be able to clear my mind, so here we go:

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Lets pop some verses
no gangsta rap, no curses
just worshipin in service
the worst is
silence when your conversin
you pour in
everything like hurt and sin
your cursin
all the times that could have been
the best thing thats happening
its crumbling
right before your eyes
and you let out cries
of hurt and desperation
tempting liberation
but be patient
it ain't over yet
you cant give or get
the things to make the best of it
dont start to quit
just because your getting hit
by the things you cant make sense of yet
just dont forget
God has placed a bet
all chips are in
and your calling him out
with every time you doubt
he has the better hand
you better hand
the reigns to him
stop mumbling
no more grumbling
he has given us joy to bring
voice to the others so that they can sing
the melodies of the King
even angels wings
can't stop your pain and suffering
just lean on him
just sing that hymn
that verse, note, or ensemble
forget the words just stay ON note
you'll know the love that God wrote
no more bad note
no heartbreak or heartache
just and earthquake
no time to wait
a second more may be too late
don't tempt fate
you see, this love will not evaporate
its here to stay
no guessing on the time of day
you dont have to pay
you cant turn away, you see
you can be looking at pornography
its just photography
of the pain that use to be part of me
im sorry
the history is all you see
forget about the selfless deeds
they were selfish needs
to be accepted by the best of these
im not at ease
i can't appease
both God and then the rest of these
forgive me please
or are the just some empty plea's
just me forging these
chains of my regret
i think im set
for cashing in my check
and miss on the Pearly Gate
will be my welcome plate
but wait
i know this aint my fate
i may be late
but love has not yet left the gate
you can look at history
and judge just who i use to be
but here i stand... free
and free i am eternally
i still dont know what i wanna be
but for now, im gonna be me.

so ya, that was the most recent one, tomorrow ill most likely be posting the other two. Much love to all of you. God bless