Thursday, March 5, 2009

Last one, i didnt give this a title

Living only
deprived and unholy
just confessin only
to know im sufferin wholly
the wrath of my injustice
bearing burdens out for nothin
and im wonderin
who do i always fight for life
to stay still n lifeless
why am i like this
i fight this with bruised fists
hoping that i wont miss
somehow ill survive this
im targeted by classless
society under which i
raise my stats before its my time
i raise cash but aint got no dime
i live on water, givin no quarter
my crystal lies are kryptonite
sapping every will to fight
but i drank the water and took a bite
of eternity promised, thats right
im burnin thru this
faith like Moses facin burning bushes
cant stand this, i think im losing
but whats this?
like Samson i get through this
with faith for just a moment
i breath in the last cold mist
and check this
with God my faith aint never missed
i checked this
and now im restless
im living in eternal bliss
im in the fight again
and im still hit
im still his
im standing straight through this
hate and wrath and check this
im no longer standing faithless
no clay fists
not molding to the faces
im breakin
heads of times that take this
life of mine and painless
torment does reminisce
with tempting memories
reminding me of evergreens
always remaking things
and their stinging pins
sting my heart with no means
this dont mean
that its over though
it aint over till the fat lady sings
it aint a hill of beans
but it carries all my sins
that cross and those pins
cant hold my savior in
ive been
freed to be wholly
committed to the holy one in whom
my faith now rests
you heard this.

Well that is the last of the ones that i am going to publish. I hope you all enjoyed them. God bless.

1 comment:

indy_jones222 said...

Aw these are so good.
I will miss reading new ones.
They kind of remind me of Bradley Hathaway. :)
Love you bro,
Jonathan